Noticing The Little Things That Slip Under Your Surface.

Good Evening,

Today started off weirdly. Not good, in fact. Sitting in a class room, with a class discussing funerals and the afterlife. And my mind turns to you. Someone I lost, that I miss. So my day didn't start off so great. That lesson totally threw me.

After that, I think the day was fine for the most part, and then ended pretty well.(:

Ending with art at school, before going home and not doing much, saw Jack for like half an hour and then headed off to Louise's to watch Glee and such.(: I enjoyed this evening.

Timothy is a scamp, but ever so cute. I'll find a cute picture of him.

He's so cute.(:

Well, Goodnight.

ps, Still waiting for summer.

It sounds so sweet coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words it makes me weak.

What Takes Your Breath Away?

Hello;

I'm actually tired for once, so I'm going to make this short and post tomorrow. I weirdly have a lot to say but no energy to say it.

Yesterday was nice, I went to work and then did nothing for ages, and then went and saw Jonny for a while, and then headed over to toms where we made pasta and a chocolate mug cake. Then watched some of a film and I fell asleep and stayed the night (Y). How lovely of Thomas(:

Then today, Thomas set me an alarm for work, had some toast and wandered off to work, where I spent my morning with Jason (my boss) at work, we have chats. They are particularly awesome, I enjoy working on a sunday; despite it starting at 6am. Then I pondered around my house, had a shower, before going to Louise's and watched a film or two and played with Timothy, was awesome(Y).(:

And now. Now I shall tidy.(:

Goodnight.

ps Have you ever had your breath taken away? What takes your breath away?

She was only 17, when she threw away everything.

Sometimes The Water Is Always Hazed; It Doesn't Matter. Just Swim.

Evening;

I've been watching through all the first 2 series of skins, and being obsessively drawn into it. Far to addictive to watch, weird that I never watched it when it was on tv. Even though everyone told me to. My room is a huge mess; and I keep meaning to tidy it and I'm just losing loads of stuff. Its totally not clever. But oh well; I'll do some art as well(:

There's nothing to really say right now; I need to do a lot of work.

So I bid you farewell.
Sleep well.
I'd really like to for once. please? thanks.It's really not fun not sleeping :(.

Excited for tomorrow.(:

Goodnight.

Lie with me under the sky; Forget the world. Let's pretend like we just met. (Distil e Ocibro - Killer Eyes)

Car Crashes And Silhouettes.

Hello Little World;

I forgot to blog yesterday, and 3 people actually pointed this out to me, people that I don't talk to very often so that was kinda nice!

Today has been a rather bland day of school; which nothing ever seems to happen. Although, I wouldn't give up most of the conversations I have in lessons, some people are just awesome to be with in lessons.

Getting addicted to a game, and it's not good that I'm getting addicted, but it leads to massive skype calls which are just so funny, its pretty awesome talking to the guys from school a lot more. It's kinda like hours of phone calls, but between about 3 or 4 of us, it helps doing work as well, I can talk to people and get a load of revision and art done.

I have had my snake out for the last 2 hours or so. And yes. I have a snake. He's there in the photo, Just took it. He's pretty cool, lush colours.

That's all for tonight really, I'll write a better blog tomorrow. Half day of school tomorroww.

Nightt.

The rest of my life can't be compared to this night. They bring me to you. (They Bring Me To You - Joshua Radin)

Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.

Evening,

Today has been one of those lazy days when nothing bad happens, but nothing good either really. A weird state of nothing..ness?

Fixed my bike after I destroyed myself and it. That fun, and apparently quite funny. I thought it was as well really.(;
Along with a 4 hour skype call. Mm.

Night, World.

Every day I get a little closer to the things that I wanna; Say with my life, in no particular order. I wanna make some sort of mark so the worlds knows I was here ( Sometimes You Can Forget Who You Are -Fm Static)

Halting A Race With No Finish Line.

Evening.

Paint covered body, a completely messed up room, and stuff everywhere. I'm not even sure what I did. Although, I can say it wasn't revising for my mock tomorrow. Clever. (Y) Today has been quiet, with school and such. Along with realising that I have to do so much art, I'm probably going to die.

Although; I have been looking at my camera, longingly. It wishes to be used far more, and I said I would but haven't got round to starting it.

I just checked the camera. Horrified face. Ken and I were bored and took random photos. They scare me.

I'm thinking about designing a t-shirt for the website Threadless, and it seems like a pretty good idea. Along with your t-shirt getting printed, you get a load of money. I have no chance in getting that, but there's no harm in trying I guess. I have a few ideas so far. Sat drawing them in German.

Oh, and someone drew me a while ago. Despite not looking very much like me, I think it's awesome.

Well, I need to shower, badly. Covered in paint.

Goodnight.

Don't fly so high; Little Bird (This Is Who We Are - Cartel)

I'm Thinking Of You; Are You Thinking Of Me Too?

Hello.

Today wasn't particularly interesting, but involved school as usual and such, where we've decided to make the portable N64 so we can play it in break & lunch. I've never felt cooler. Honestly, being a geek is amazing.

Other than that, I've done nothing else really. Thomas and I wandered around in the cold, through the fog. It was extremely idyllic and distant, if not otherworldly. Talks and such, it was nice. If not freezing, so we went back to mine. Toasties & Tea. Lovely.

Now contemplating whether to do work, or not.
I have some things running through my mind.

Goodnight.

ps, What would you fight Tooth and Nail for? A question that I was asked this morning.

Picture is an old drawing; Probably from about a year ago. Line is from the notebook.

I will reach for your hand; As I walk in the dark. ( Take Me Home - Futures)

Losing Sight Of What You Want.

Hello.

No sleep. Died lying in bed in the morning wondering if it was really worth getting up. Apparently so.

Today was just another day, school with rain and such things. It wasn't particularly interesting. Religion, German, Physics and Art. Nothing special really.

I actually have no motivation to post anything today.
Distant mood.

Yet the sound of the raining is calming.

Goodnight.

You could have it all if it matters to you. (Golden Touch - Razorlight)

We Ran Too Fast; Our Legs Never Caught Up.

Evening World.

Today has been another lazy day, but it has been rather nice. I went to work dead early in the morning again, but remember to wake up this morning(Y). Stayed at work til about 11 with Jason, discussing the idea of making a handheld Nintendo 64. Or gamecube. I then decided I actually wanted to do this. But originally I thought that the console couldnt be opened, apparently I was wrong. I melted a pen into the shape of the special nintendo screws and undid them all. Such a win.
After a long time, I got rid of all the excess shell of the thing and got it running and working with just the main components.
I believe I dropped it. I, therefore, half broke it.

Such a wasted day.

But other than that, its been okay. Done some revision, but nothing much really, and my room is a tip (Y).

Been watching youtube clips to keep me entertained. Tis fun listening to people.

Deciding whether to actually vlog, loads of people are now. I said I would ages ago and never did. Hmm.

Well today wasn't interesting enough for an interesting post but oh well.

I'll try and fix the N64 thing. But I doubt I can. *sad times*

Goodnight.

These birds don't fear the sky

Let's Crash Tonight; The Drink's Been Good And Our Bodies Are Tired, So Lie With Me Here?

Hello(:

Today has been pretty awesome, although I slept through work. Definite fail right there. But I then wandered through the freezing cold windy morning To Thomas's house for breakfast and a nice little catch up, which was lovely, he, himself, is ever so lovely(: Watched hustle then strolled back home.

Then Louise and I took the train into Reading and headed straight for the piercing parlour, where Louise got her nape pierced. It is seriously awesome, you should check it out on her blog.(: That was pretty cool and apparently it wasn't too bad getting it pierced. We then went straight into Nandos. They are amazing, and the food is amazing and we were talking about how it's actually pretty cheap, and yet AWESOME. (Y) That was a lovely meal, I like having lunch with Louise, she is awesome.(:
We then looked at a few shops and headed home, watched Ten things I hate about you, its an old but pretty awesome film. Very cute scenes in it(:

I have been looking back at designs that my brother has done (I think I mentioned him on here before, so Hi if you read this again Josh!) and they are beyond awesome. Here is his website if you want to check any of his stuff out.(:

Today has been pretty awesome, thanks for reading!.

Goodnight.

ps Image is my brothers Butterfly with candles, with I helped with a little bit. It's awesome.

OH AND HERE IS HARRY'S BLOG, HE IS AN AWESOME GINGER AND YOU SHOULD READ ABOUT HIM. ;D (Y)

I got the concept; And came to the conclusion that the top floor was just an illusion. (Dare4Distance - NeverShoutNever)

Signal Fires.

Hello World,

Today has been sloww, and I didn't really accomplish much. Most days amount to that, but that's all really. Ken came over after school and we raved it up for no apparent reason, we have such random conversations. They can lead to anything. He is a rather awesome person. Stalk him if you like? (ON BOOKFACE).

Then saw Tom and had a catch up and such, was lovely. Despite it being half eleven, and dark and wet.

My kitten is currently in my room, running around, meowing like crazy. Climbing absolutely everywhere. He is beyond adorable. He reminds me of a confused toddler. He is exploring around my room and generally crashing into everything and pulling everything around. Still extremely cute.

I am covering my wardrobe with photos soon, and start scrap-booking I think. But I need to start taking my camera places, so you know. I might not be that committed to it. But we'll see how it goes.

Love the life you live, you only get one shot.

But always learn from your mistakes, like I said. You only get one shot.

Going to Reading tomorrow, Im excited.

Goodnight.(:

Chemicals That Run Through Our Veins; These Drugs Make Us Go Insane.

Hello World.

Its rather early but still; Hello(:
I heard thunder earlier, and I am a fan of thunder. And lightning. So stunning if you manage to see it.

I'm rather happy right now, And I'm excited for the weekend.(Y)

Well; Today, I sat through school with crappy lessons sorta. And half fainted half through art, I might have just fallen asleep. but I wasn't sleeping? I dont know. Then I managed to cycle to the station, 100m from the station, fall off my bike, spin the front wheel all the way round and screw up the chain and gears, and break the reflectors off. And screw up my hands, there are nice marks that make me look like I've been crucified(Y). I then missed the train. Woo? ;D.

I got some personal good news today that shall not be shared. But yes, good news. Despite reading it at about midnight because I didn't notice I had it.

AS IN EVERY POST IM EXCITED FOR THE SUMMER. It will be so good. I can't wait.

Oh, adn going to reading on saturday. Im excited :3 It will fun.

Goodnight reading people.

ps I'M PROUD OF MY YEAR 7 PHOTOGRAPHY, I'M SO ATTRACTIVE.

pps I forgot who I used to be. I want to be like him again, he was rather awesome.

Don't want another pretty face; I don't want just anyone to hold, I want you and your beautiful soul. (Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney)

Slow Dance With Me In The Sun's Glow.

Hello.

It's kinda nice that people have stopped to tell me that they read my blog. Including Devon in Math. Who was far to over-enthusiastic about it, but it made me smile nonetheless. Just nice to see that some people like reading it too(:

Today has been okay, woke up 5 minutes before my train was

meant to leave, and it was delayed which was okay. Walking through Reading with headphones in, I totally felt like I was in a weird film as I wandered down the drenched roads.

School was pretty much as normal as it gets. Chemistry, Math, Music and Physics. Basically, as soon as math was over, the day was finished. Music is dead easy, and physics. We did something on space. I wasn't listening. Talking to Ashton about New year and Fest. Was a good lesson(Y).

My summer is getting more and more anticipated. 11 weeks. Planning trips to places. I honestly can't wait. I realise I've said this in every post pretty much but IT'S SO EXCITING!

Standing on the train home, talking to Ken about photos and such, wanting to start making scrap books and such. It sounds like a plan(Y). I also intend to cover my wardrobe in photos. Just because I can(:

That's all for Todayy; Thanks. G'Night.

ps I love photos of people dancing.
Oh, and old conversations can be nice to read.(:

Give me something to believe in. (Something To Believe In - FM Static)

Exceptionally Underwhelmed.

Evening.

Firstly, some people are spiteful. They disgust me with the things they can say. People who can easily hurt those around them, and I don't even know who they are.

But today has been good, I think. The morning was mundane, as I didn't have school. But I saw Louise in the evening, and watched 90210, and gave Timothy his run and such. Was a lovely evening.

Each night appears to be more infuriating than the last. I am not sleeping close to at all any more. But oh well. I'm still functioning(Y). Dead set on the weekend though, I'd rather not pass through the next few days. I don't see the point, I don't think they are anything special. Sorry to disappoint you, the next few blogs posts may not be that exciting.

I've decided to watch the Blair Witch Project again. It's not the scariest thing ever, in fact it's not really scary at all. But it's something to do, seeing as I don't particularly understand it.

Sleep well People.

ps, Life is ever so confusing.

When we both know there’s so much love clenched within our fists. (Goodbye Waves And Drive Ways - The Rocket Summer)

Flare Up The Campfire; Bottles To The Sky. Let's Scream Because We Can, Because We're Alive.

Hello World.

Recently I've been so hyped up for the summer; I honestly can't wait. 11 weeks of it. I want to go out so much, in the sun again. I can't wait. Short tees, shorts and warrmmthhhh. Honestly can't wait.

Today hasn't come to much but I don't really mind, nice having days where I don't have to do much. School was basic as usual (Y). Although, Im staring at my room, and it looks like world war 3. Seriously, I can't see my floor.
Also my hair is getting longer and longer. I think it's growing. It needs to be cut. Badlyyy.

BACK TO THE SUMMER(Y).

I can't wait. There's loads to look forward to as well(Y). And people are planing holidays and such things, so I hoping to get a better job or just save up from this job. Then I can go places. Such as the beach(: And my brother is getting married, which I am actually really excited about. Him and his fiancée really fit together perfectly.

Well; I have no more to say really today. post tomrrow? Indeed.

G'Night.

Photo has nothing to do with anything; I thought it was awesome(:

THOMAS JOY HAS A VLOG AND THIS IS A SHOUT OUT TO IT. WATCH IT?

Vlog Episode 1
&
Vlog Episode 2

Watch them. ;D

We saw the summer sky and we, we drank the silver skies (Boys Will Be Boys - Every Avenue)

This Winter Is Cold; And We Aren't Heating Up.

Hello..

I'm starting to hate winter more, its cold when I go to work as always, nice and early (Y). So that's how I started my day, and stayed at work for a few hours, then home and doing work and whatever. Saw tom for like half an hour, and that's all I've really done today, some friends are playing poker tonight but I'm not really up for it.

An imagination is an incredible thing, something that makes us feel and create our own little worlds. And helps us to live our lives properly. At the moment, my imagination isn't helping me. I've been trying to do art with absolutely no creative flare at all..Kinda sucks. But merh.

I made Timthy a run today, Which im kinda proud of, I like it. And its kinda clever because it folds away and can be stored easy and such. I don't know why Im so proud of it, but it took like half an hour to make, if not a bit longerrr.

Yesterday was nice though. I liked yesterday. Saw Louise and such, and yeah. 'Twas lovelyy. I enjoyed yesterday a lot:).

Oh, and I used to wear a key around my neck, and I've decided to do it again. I just like it for some odd reason.

Goodnight People.

Someday both of us will die, so I was thinking, I could be your semi-perfect guy. (Longshot - Nevertheless)

This Is A Call To Arms; I Beg Of You.

Hello Little World;

My Friday night has pretty much amounted to nothing; but the rain has shown me wanting summer even more. Although, I was hoping to sit inside and hear the water press against the window. There is something calming about listening to rain, something mysterious I guess.

Along with listening to millions and millions of acoustic covers of songs I love, some really old ones. Songs seem to make me remember things, little memories, or people that I have heard the song with.

Or just times that the music reminds me of. I find it strange, but it's like looking into the past for me.

Some people also write lyrics like no one else, they are so unique, so incredible and hold value compared to the shit that is passed through most pop music.

For me, people like Mayday Parade and Greg Holden write such amazing lyrics.

I envy them greatly.

I am still so looking forward to the summer; and getting a job. I really want to go somewhere... different in the summer. There's people I'd like to take with me to.

There's a world out there I no longer want to miss.
Tonight I don't think I'll sleep so well; I have far too much energy!

Goodnight People.

How she hoped he missed her, 'Cause God; She missed how he would kiss her (Champagne's For Celebrating - Mayday Parade)

Sunbeams & Cold Nights.

Bonjour Monde.

The first day back at school has made me realise I need to start working a bit harder, but I guess that shouldn't be hard. I pretty much coast along with school, but I guess most people do right now.

I am going to start getting my camera out more, I am thinking of getting back into photography(: I want some really nice pictures, just things to remember, and keeping memories. That's what photos are for, ey? That and I need a lot for art as well, so might need some creativity!

I talked with someone today, and we talked about reliving the past. Having the ability to warp back into it, and relive moments over and over. We thought this could cause everlasting happiness when needed but would cause an eternal sunshine of a spotless mind in a way. We still want to be able to relive our past.

That is why I want more photos.

I can't wait for summer, the sunshine will be greeted very well.

The longer nights, hot evenings, and general warmth and sunshine. It better be like that. I'm hoping(Y).

Goodnight People.

ps, I want to go to the beach this summer, once or twice.. Or possibly abroad. I've been given the option(Y)(:
And I didn't take the photo, but I wish I did.

I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason. (Cute without the E - Taking Back Sunday)

Set Sail For Uncharted Waters; Maybe We'll Find Home.

Hello.

People often wonder when they are going to die. Thinking if they will die alone, distant in a hospital bed, quietly without any screams. Or if they will die heroically, with the world on their shoulders, fighting for the things they believe. Some people, the strongest of people, die because of someone else's selfishness. That they could take someone else's life. I got a phone call from someone I wasn't expecting to, this evening. Just reminding me of how life is so unfair to some people.
This evening has amounted to doing art, thinking about things.
It's been okay.

Enough with random ramblings, today has been art and not much else. Wathcing tv shows, and the last day of the holidays.
Oh, but I walked Louise to school ,which was nice. Despite it being early, I like it.
In the past week, I've watched 2 series of Bigbang theory and the most part of 2 series of Two and a half men, and 7 films. It's been odd watching so much, I should really go out more. But yeahhh.

This has been an odd evening, but still. Just not feeling like going back to school><. But there's a lot of hope:).

Goodnight people.

The photo is one I took a while ago, it reminds me of how intricate the world truly is.

ps Harry said he would start blogging, but I don't have a link yet. I will post one when he does. He's very interesting and also ginger. That makes him awesome.

Chairs thrown and tables toppled. Hands armed with broken bottles. Standing no chance to win but we're not running. We're not running. (Behind Closed Doors - Rise Against)

You're A Dead Man Walking; Walk Away With Your Life.

Hello People;

I can't say I don't enjoy lazy days, but I should really do more. Although I am now doing art, so I'm actually using my time wisely. Despite this; I am extremely far behind.. Oh well. I'm not too phased.

I didn't really do much today, walked Louise to school, sat around watching videos and doing work again, and then saw Louise again in the evening, and spent the evening playing with Timothy and such things, was a lovely evening.

Still stuck on Greg Holden though; can't stop watching his videos. It's probably not good but oh well. I like them(:

Final day of holidays tomorrow; And mocks ina month, which isn't too bad. It's been a nice holiday for the most part, and was lovely seeing family at christmas.

I honestly can't wait for hot nights, and summer evenings. It's printed in my mind that it will happen soon enough.

Good night People.

Oh; and the photo is Ash; a male gecko of Louise's. Took the photo while I looked after him over the summer.

We're nothing short of invincible. (Reinventing Your Exit - Underoath)

Let's Not Fight, Tonight; Just Dance With Me.

Hello World.

Yet another lazy day; but I will be spending most of my night tonight doing art. But I have a million videos on my computer of different tv series and different films to keep me going.

Both my brother and sister have gone back to their houses today, so it's a bit quieter but about the same as usual. There's a lot of space in my house as well, so I can shove junk in their rooms while their gone. Im so nice. ;D

I had dinner at Louise's & Timothy's house, and it was lovely to see her, and we watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, (which is violently creepy...) with her family and a few neighbours. I have missed her while she has been gone, and it's nice that she's back. I do love spending time with her.

Recently; I have a come back across Greg Holden, here is his youtube channel. His set of videos called 'This Is Not My Living Room' are amazing. I love his music, and he is extremely talented.

Good Evening people.

ps You are my muse.

I'll hold you tighter than you'd like. (Drive Drive Drive - Greg Holden)

Think Of You Later In My Empty Room.

Second day of 2011? It's actually not that exciting. I'm not excited really.

Although, firstly, I do regret having a job that starts at 6. I mgiht have been up already and before that, but I still don't want to have to go out in the cold at that time, it's not as fun as it sounds. And It doesn't sound fun.

I've spent another day watching films and doing pretty much nothing, which can't be good. Except getting a gargantuan amount of films onto my pc, and watching them one by one. I planned to do work whilst watching them, that never happen. I doubt it will.

Timothy has returned back home today, so he's back off with Louise, but it was lovely for a visit from her and a catch up with timothy so he could crap all over my desk and run randomly around my room. He seemed to be pleased with himself.

I've realised that the last few days have amounted to films, a small amount of art and a lot of thinking and random drawings. Nothing major or even remotely interesting.

I was thinking about doing huge scale drawings.. But no idea what to draw..

Maybe my creativity is being drained.

Goodnight World.

If the sun sets a mile ahead; Maybe then we can pretend that all of our lives could be perfect in the end. (I Can't See Myself Getting To Sleep Tonight - Valencia)

Sometimes There's Someone That Can Always Keep You Going; I Pray You Find Your Someone..

Hello Little World of 2011.

Everyone is talking of fresh new starts, and new ideologies and talking of things to come. Yet for some, another year passes. A year that they might not want to endure, for those who have lost those they love. For those that are struggling through everything, and for those that aren't here anymore. I, myself, am living for a friend of mine that was killed in August, and his parents and family are taking Christmas and the New Year extremely hard.. Remember not everyone is thrilled to think of last year..

On a less depressing note; my day has yet again been lazy, with doing art work and about to go off to Thomas' for dinner. Which is rather nice. Especially after his New Years party thing, which was good, with a few friends. Was Lovely.

I'm still with a hodgeheg, who seems to love relieving himself on my desk. It's his way of showing his love. But, he's still a baby and his face remains to be far too cute for me to care. <3

My friend Will has been Vlogging for a while now, and I thought I might join the ranks with him. But its still just an idea.. I've tried it already; but I find it odd listening to someone on their own so I've tried different things to make it a little bit more interesting, and I do have a bit of editing experience that might help me. If I ever put the videos up, you'd understand. (HERE'S WILL'S VLOG CHANNEL)

Goodnight people, And welcome to 2011.

I'm still missing someone.

Have faith in me; I said I'd never let you go, And I never did. (Have Faith In Me - A Day To Remember)