Be Careful Darling; I Break.

Hello;

I feel bad for not posting for nearly a week; Sorry about that!

Half term was actually so good in parts, way too busy really. I think I spent a lot of money too. Interesting win.

Half term was pretty raves, I posted on Tuesday? I think? From Doug's house, off my blackberry. And yeah, that night was pretty cool, not going to lie. Highlight was owning at N64 because I'm such a massive bamf at retro games :'). That was pretty sick; love from the guys there. Aha. Wednesday was waking up on Doug's floor in morning, freezing because I forgot to put a hoodie over myself, I'm so hardcore. I slept on floors 3 times this holiday. That definitely makes me hardcore..

After that; I headed into town to put some money in my bank, met up with Sarah for a bit and had a chat, which was nice. Haven't seen her for such a long time, but then headed home. Tidied. All that. Jonny and Tasmyn came round and we raved it up for a while. Played rockband because we are awesome.

Thursday? Thursday was my lazy day. (Y) I spent this day playing WoW.
I'm so cool. New graphics card, means I game. Hardcore style. It's not good.
I saw Matt for a bit, then wandered around the park with Amy; fun times. ;D

Friday, Eleanor came round in the afternoonish, We went around wokers, looked for movies and such. We ended up having loads of random chats as we went to tesco, Cotched on a bridge, scrumpled up on the floor in the cold. We headed back to mine, watched Zombie films through the night. Such a good night.

We then slept in for a bit, went to Reading for funsies. And I bought new jeans. They are rather nice, make me look taller. Eleanor stole my jeans, and we went to London. Eventually after a few trains, and undergrounds, We got to St Albans. Where Ross lives, and we got a lift to his and had a party thing at his with a load of our friends from ages back. I haven't seen that lot since the summer, sad times. Was lovely to see them all.

Slept on Adam's floor, woke up, and Adam made everyone pancakes because he's such a lad. A lot of love for Adam & Ross, amazing guys. Me & Eleanor went back through lots of train stations and things and came back to wokers for funsies. Then she had to go. /cry. <3 Today hasn't done much; oh well. Just scxhool and such. Now I'm 16. Win. Fun times aha.

Night people.

Maybe it's all for the best.

Forcing Hearts Of Stone To Beat Again.

Hello;

I said to someone that I would do the blog, but I never said what time. I guess half three is as good as any time :).

Today has been rather lazy; although I have definitely gotten back into guitar. I have very missed writing songs and such; it kinda reminds of summer, sitting in fields singing songs with people, and around campfire. The summer can speed up, no one likes this winter shit.

I met up with Alec today, and briefly Jonny, which was awesome as I walked with them from the station to their house. The chats are always epic with those two, a lot of love for the Hawkins family, they are lovely. Walked home with Sara, who I can't have seen for years; was lovely catching up:).

Tomorrow is hell busy; got something important in the morning, then off into wokingham for my first haircut in seven months. I can now genuinely pass off as a girl with my hair tied back. I totally appreciated my friends saying I make a pretty girl.. ;D. Then I'm off to bracknell to see Dempsey, help install a game, and then down to Reading to Doug's house to rave it up with the lads from school. Sounds good to me.
Then plans for pretty much everyday for the next week; which is awesome:).

Going to have some recording with Harry sometime too; so maybe look forward to some songs? Aha. They won't be too good, I'm not amazing at guitar and not so great at singing.

Hello audio editting.. ;D.

Also; going to do a collab with Laura over the magic of the internet because we are dead awesome.

www.youtube.com/apieceofawesome

I believe that is her youtube; lovely girl(:
Said I was one of the most positive people she knows; that made me happy, but she's only known me in the last few weeks, aha.

That's all; goodnight people(:

We are the ones in competition, but claim this ain't no race.
Take a breathe and explode like bullets tearing through the wind; Cut me up like a razorblade that tried to separate the skin.
We found a world worth dying for; we've been battered so hard we don't feel it anymore.
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The Captain Of The Ship.

Hello;

I have to say thanks to my friends that keep linking my blog to theirs, it's quite cool to see that loads of people are blogging, so I may as well make a big list! :

-Harry Davidson [BLOG] [BAND PAGE] [BAND TWITTER]
-Thomas Joy [BLOG] [VLOG] [TWITTER]
-Arron Dempsey [BLOG]
-Louise Dutton [BLOG]
-Eleanor Daintree [BLOG]
-William Davison [BLOG] [VLOG]-Devon Sanders [BLOG]
-My mum.(: [BLOG]
-George Stow [BLOG]
-Nnamdi [BLOG]

I'm sure there's more; there definitely more. If I didn't say just give me a shout.(:

I've want to re-vamp my room for ages, and make something awesome out of it, but I never seem to have enough ideas. I have a lot of space and enough time really, but I can't decide what to make.

Today was just a shoutout to people; As Im tired, I'll blog tomorrow properly.

Oh Little Lion Man.

Night people.

ps, My half term is dead busy, Im actually excited for loads of stuff. All is good.

Imagine the satisfaction when you make it.

Collecting Your Jar Of Hearts.

Evening Little World;

I've noticed that close to so many people are starting blogs, from my school friends to my mum. It's interesting to see peoples' lives, and delve into lives of people I barely know, to find out there are insanely interesting.

I love the idea of keeping doing childish things, like sitting inside duvet covers telling stories. And making forts out of furniture. Creating little imaginary worlds and the such. Call me crazy, but I love it. I still do a lot of it.

This comes from talking about childhood stuff with the guys from school; about what you might have missed out on. This summer I want to do childish things, just because I still can. One day I'll be too old to make forts, but I'm still young, so live it up right?(:


I also want to re-do my room, and make it look as awesome as possible.
But this will be done after I get a better/another job, need to go to connections and get this job. Will be awesome to have a lot more money.
Cant wait really. ;D

Such a win.
Also; been getting back into music again properly, since listening to Watership a lot, and my mates recording a lot. I thought I would go back to it, I do love music. :)
Harry is the guy that sort of made me want to get into it again, tis from watership and a massive legend. Click his name to read his blog.

Thats all for tonight.
Night people.

ps http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dm41zP_RZfo&feature=feedu awesome cover by Sam Tsui.
And also, boredom? Havent played guitar properly in a long time, so did this a few days ago:) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e3gihgbuNI
Unlisted so doesn't appear on youtube.
It's a cover of Shooting Star by Air Traffic. Beautiful song, I don't do it justice, but still.

It's Some lovely person birthday, Shoutout to Michael :) Tis his birthday. He's 7.

Weep little lion man; You're not as brave as you were at the start.

Valentines Day? Psh.

Evening;

I don't think I've actually done much today really, so that was wasted. But oh well; randomly talking to like a billion different people on the phone because I felt like a chat, so that was nice. Not sure why I was in a talky mood(:

Like most people, Valentines day doesn't mean much to me. Fun?
Although It's quite cute seeing all the couples, but everyone has plans pretty much.

I've got nothing much to say today really; so I'll post stuff tomorrow when I will have something to say about how I failed all my exams from last week. Woo ;D

Oh; and yesterday was pretty awesome, went into Reading with Louise, and saw Ellie & Peter a few times. Was fun.

Goodnight people(:

ps, These are my mates http://www.facebook.com/pages/Watership/186854821347733
Definitely listen to them, they are recording soon, and they are sooo good. Awesome, thanks(:

Is this just another scene from the movie that you've seen one hundred times?

What Sends You To War.

Hello;

Sorry I haven't posted recently, exams and stuff. Although, I'm not going to say I was revising because that is a massive lie, hence I've probably failed a few exams this week. It's not that important, and the only one that has mattered was a real German exam, which went pretty well.

Exams are dead boring, although I have been able to have so much time off. Unlike most other people, I don't have a full day this week at all because I take Music & Art. Such a win. Despite that, I still didn't revise for anything and therefore probably failed.

The week has been alright I guess.. Strange in a few ways, but still. Tuesday had to have the best lunch I've had in a while, with: pizza, chips, bacon toast and the such. And then playing around at dougs on his xbox and drums and stuff(Y). That was pretty awesome, but apart from that, I've just been going home early. Wednesday, I went to school. Did an hour of chemistry and was coming home on a train at like 1040. It was pretty awesome, went out and saw alec(Y). He's pretty awesome, and a lovely guy. We raved it up a bit and such.

Sorry that I am just updating you with really boring and mundane things but I haven't really done anything interesting recently. Oh well.

'Lying, encased in water, she held onto the wisps of breathe that entangled her throat. Desperation ran from her bloodshot eyes, she felt like nothing. His smile never left her mind; War never leaves the heart.'
-The Diary Of Those Lost From War.

Okay, I'm walking along in Reading writing this, and it's raining. Dead hard. Not good><. I'm also slightly late for my history exam, so this day has went well so far. ;D Also, I remembered that my bike is broken again, so that fails.

Oh well. I'll post later on. Wish me luck in the exams I get to fail today(Y).

Goodbye.(:

Ps again, sorry for the boring post.

You won't remain.
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No, No Darling; Don't You Forget That I'm Still The Same Boy.

Hello;

Today has been slow and tired. And that's why I'm probably going to try and sleep straight after this.

My phone is fucked up and doesn't get texts from people sometimes, and has decided to screw up loads. Along with it's msn where I was getting messages around 3 hours after I sent them. ¬¬

Oh well(:

Post tomorrow; too tired.

Goodnight.

ps, I've stopped worrying so much, it's weird but I feel a bit more like me again(:
It's all coming back; it's been too long.

Make it mutual.

We Said Nothing Phases Us Anymore; We've Seen It All Before.

Evening;

Today has been a pretty relaxed day, even though I thought it would be far worse with school. It turned out okay.(: Casually cycled into school latish, wandered into English then physics, chemistry and history.

Been making plans to do things over half term and stuff with people, so life is looking good(: Im excited for half term really, although I have exams all of next week, how fun! ¬¬
Been making plans for summer as well, so yeah things are going well.

Been asked by Chris to do artwork for his band, I actually really want to. But need ideas, and feel weirdly uncreative so maybe not tonight. But I would love to give him something amazing for his band(:

Night little world.

Something in my heart tonight; Feel it in my soul. Let you see my wildest side, if I can see your bones. Now I drink coffee; Not just Ribena. And I like it.

Summer Sky

Hello;

Again I forgot to blog, I suck at keeping this up. Oh well, I'll try to keep it up better from now.

Yesterday didn't entail much, although a massive shout-out to Harry and Josh, who played on the radio. They were actually so awesome, and it was pretty funny to listen to. They are also extremely talented, and they are recording soon so when they have, I'll post some itunes links to where you can buy their music, which I would! It's rather amazing.

Apart from that, I had school which wasn't really much. Math challenge? Such a rave.

Finally, saw Thomas in the evening for a casual stroll with pretty in-depth life conversations. We were both tired but somehow got loads of energy by the end? Weird, but good.(:

Will post later!
Goodbye.

Sing me something soft, sad and delicate. Or loud and out of key, sing me anything.

Hello;

Sorry I didn't post last night, just forgot about it and just remembered now. It was a pretty slow day anyway, there's not much I did really.

Had a music mock and physics course work and a math mock and disecting an eye in biology. It wasn't too bad I guess.

Nothing much to say about yesterday, although I've had 'Have faith in me' by a day to remember in my head for days and I love the song, but its gone obsessively through me.

One of my friends, Chris, accidentally sent me a text saying he want to dedicate a song to Ben White. It was going to be a surprise, but he sent it to the wrong person.
It still means the same to me, he is an amazing friend.

I'll post later tonight.

Goodbye.

Have faith in me.

The Travelling Boy.

Evening.

Your eyes scream that you are free;

Yet these chains, they bound you to me.
Oh little travelling boy, do you not fear?
Do you not fear the world?
Let me see through your eyes.

I spent about half an hour drawing this, and it made me feel like me again. The one I've wanted to be for a long time, the same person I was about a year ago. But I know I'll lose that feeling by the time I go to bed. From when I used to love to draw, and run about and had so much energy.

I drew this to avoid physics coursework and music revision really.

Odd day, one lesson. Then a level choices. Fun?

Goodnight.

ps, Tonight I feel odd, weirdly odd. I think it's a good odd, but I'll sleep on it. I want to be what I was, it would be fun. Maybe that's what I need. Hmm.

She wishes that God would give her answers; And make her feel beautiful. We are, we are all innocent.